OPEN HEART♥

Listen


Understand


Patience


Romance


Sincerity


Trust


I am in love. No doubt about it! But sometimes, we get into quarrels that i just want to give up.
Only to find out that the idea of being away from him kills me. I guess i REALLY DO LOVE him.
Love in the sense of wanting to be with him forever. I have seen he's best and loved him for that.
I can't believe that even he's mess, flaunts and failures... I accept. He does cry! He cries like a baby. He is my superman. My knight in shining Armour. Promised to protect me no matter what- and he did.

I had my fair share of mistakes. We would fight like there's no tomorrow.
Sometimes, breaking up is like the only solution to solve things. But no!
No one is strong enough to mention the B word. It's because we are both preventing it to come out. Once you said it, no turning back. I'm gonna be honest. We just had a fight.
And there were series of fights already. It's either i'll have tantrums or he's not in the mood.
They say that every couple will undergo some trial period. Our's- a little bit early should i say.
But i know we'll gonna surpass this. I am strong. I am stronger than him. He really does love me.
And i do feel the same way. He maybe loves me more than i love him. I'm lucky. He is lucky.

He is lucky to have a partner who is willing to put into trial. Never to give up that easy.
I doubt if he can read this. He's not really a cyberfreak as i am. And he doesn't like reading stuffs directly from the monitor- but just in case, this past few days, i hardly say 'iLy'. It doesn't necessarily mean i have fallen out of love. Honestly, now my love grew bigger and better. Stronger than before.
All because of you. I am scared. Yes i am. Of expressing what i feel. Now that i know we are on a trial period. But without words, you know you mean the world to me. You simply are!
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