"They put on a front that appears accommodating, loyal, and yes, even sacrificial.
Then, without warning, they raise their knife, and by the time you see the glint of the blade,
it's almost always too late."
"A sense of powerlessness fuels some backstabbers."
"The underlying problem with many backstabbers is a lack of self-esteem."
~Les Parrott~
one of my morning routines for these past few weeks had been to read quotes and blog-hop. I came upon a site where these short excerpts lay bear what I had observed during some of my most trying times. At some point in our lives, we will experience backstabbing. No one is spared from being a victim and for being guilty of this crime.
As I take in these citations, I am taken back to some memories of not long ago. No, there is no bitterness in me. Actually, the mere acceptance of what had occured made me realize why all the backstabbing happened. When a person is really in pain, he has to find a way to release it. Perhaps the reason why I had been backstabbed for quite some time is because the person could not accept what is and what was. It was a way of coping for them, maybe because it made them feel more secure.
Gauging myself, I understood that I deeply hurt because the trust was there, given without any doubt. Only after much contemplation did I realize that maybe the backstabbing had resulted from a more painful ordeal that they might be going through... That maybe deep inside, no one really understood them or that they couldn't find a more comforting way to release their own frustrations. I quickly understood. They hurt me because they were in more pain and no one really knew about it.
I hope that somehow their wounds are starting to mend. I can say I pity their situation, but I believe in the power of forgiveness- in forgiving one's self so that it can bring them the true healing they need. I pray that in their next journey, a better way of coping could be discovered. May true friendships be realized and may truth always prevail. :)
Friday, June 11, 2010

Bawat pagpatak ng luhang puno ng pighati at pasakit sa pangyayari
dapat bang magtiis at buhaying muli?
o tanggapin kaparusahan dulot ng nagdaan.
Sadyang kaydamot pagkakataong mapagparusa.
Dito sa mundong aki'y ginagalawan.
Mabibilang masasaya araw na sa aking buhay ay nagdaan.
Alam man ng puso ko't kaluluwa na ang nakara'ay dapat limutin,
sa mapaghamon at mapanubok na tadhanang aking pinagdaraanan.
Ngayo'y isang BULAG,PIPI, at BINGI sa katotohanan
Tanging ako lamang ang may alam ng damdaming kanilang nilait at hinusgahan
Sinaktan at niyapakan ng mga taong walang alam
kundi HUSGAHAN ang aking mga NAKARAAN.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
FRIENDSTER DRAMA
FROM FRIENDSTER:
IF SOMEONE HAD A GUN HELD IN FRONT OFYOUR FACE AND ASKED YOU IF YOU BELIEVED IN GOD, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? SAY NO AND FEEL ASHAMED THE REST OF YOUR LIFE? OR SAY YES, I DO, AND DIE STANDING UP FOR GOD? IF YOU'D SAY NO,THEN DELETE THIS E-MAIL. IF YOU WOULD SAY YES, AND STAND UP FOR JESUS CHRIST, PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON.STORY:
There was an atheist couple who had a child.
The couple never told their daughter anything about the Lord.
One night when the little girl was 5 years old,
the parents fought with each other and
the Dad shot the Mom, right in front of the child.
Then, the dad shot himself! The little girl watched all.
She then was sent to a foster home.
The foster mother was a Christian and took the child to church.
On the first day of Sunday School,
the foster mother told the teacher that the girl had never heard of Jesus,
and to have patience with her.
The teacher held up a picture of Jesus and said,
"Does anyone know who this is?
" The little girl said, "
I do,that's the man who was holding me the night my parents died."
IF SOMEONE HAD A GUN HELD IN FRONT OFYOUR FACE AND ASKED YOU IF YOU BELIEVED IN GOD, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? SAY NO AND FEEL ASHAMED THE REST OF YOUR LIFE? OR SAY YES, I DO, AND DIE STANDING UP FOR GOD? IF YOU'D SAY NO,THEN DELETE THIS E-MAIL. IF YOU WOULD SAY YES, AND STAND UP FOR JESUS CHRIST, PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON.STORY:
There was an atheist couple who had a child.
The couple never told their daughter anything about the Lord.
One night when the little girl was 5 years old,
the parents fought with each other and
the Dad shot the Mom, right in front of the child.
Then, the dad shot himself! The little girl watched all.
She then was sent to a foster home.
The foster mother was a Christian and took the child to church.
On the first day of Sunday School,
the foster mother told the teacher that the girl had never heard of Jesus,
and to have patience with her.
The teacher held up a picture of Jesus and said,
"Does anyone know who this is?
" The little girl said, "
I do,that's the man who was holding me the night my parents died."
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
PILYAS08-09
PILYA- from the word itself means magulo,makulit,brat,pasaway at hindi pwedeng hindian. that was our group in IV-EINSTEIN when i was in fourth year high school(anak ng MNHS).mula sa description sa itaas talaga naman mga pilya kami at walang makakapigil sa amin.History
hindi kami pare-parehas ng pinagmulang section nung kami ay nasa 3rd year pa lamang at hindi rin kami close nung 1st month of the class. nagsimula kami sa kanya kanyang grupo sa aming silid aralan may tarayan,yabangan,asaran at pikunan. hanggang sa pinagsama-sama kami ng tadhana. naging isa kaming grupo noong kami nasa T.L.E(wow special mention) hanggang sa nakapalagayng loob na namin ang bawat isa. ayun nagsimula nang pumasok ang PILYA.masaya,masayang-masaya dahil lagi kaming magkakasama kahit minsan may tampuhan nagagawan ng paraan at nagkakaisa. hindi nila kami masupil dahil lumalaban kami bilang isa.
Mga Miyembro ng PILYA
* Nestee Narzo(Ghudoy)- leader(dyosa,matalino,mabait,fashionista at hindi ka maboboring kasama)
*Majorie Montillero(majie)-tamad pero matalino,fashionista,maraming kuwento.
*Mary Anne G. Cabela(meanne)-malandi hahaha,maboys, at higit sa lahat mahal ng grupo.
*Athens Pascua(ateng)-maganda,makulit at may pagkaisip bata,masipag pala mag-aral to!
*Sheila May Pedrigosa(Inday)-sobrang galante ng pamilya(pamilya lang) mayaman(maganda cellphone eh*,mabait,sumpungin at kuripot hehehe peace.
*Charlene May Hernandez(Menggay no.1) -maputi,mabait,palakaibigan,tamad,fashionista at higit sa lahat masaya kasama.
*Evangeline Tensuan(vangge)-Pransya(buang),isip bata minsan,maganda(si nestee hehe),mabait at higit sa lahat mahal ni Vicson hahaha.
*Jessica Andrada(aicah)-EMO, rocker, dating rock ngayon kikay na(nabago namin eh) mabait,prangka,palaaway at mapera.
*Ranielyn Robeso(Dang hehehe Ran)- may twins sya,sosyal,maganda,matalino pero tamad(minsan) mabait,emotional at pinakamaliit sa grupo.
*Roseil Anne Tercenio(Roseil)- maganda,matangkad,maiksi buhok,maganda magsulat,mabait,generous at higit sa lahat maraming jowa. hahaah.
10 Ginagawa ng PILYA
1.)magcutting(pero kasama sa top)
2.)magswimming(outing ba*)
3.)walang katapusang gala
4.)maglamiyerda
5.)makikain sa bahay ng mga kaklase
6.)magkulitan
7.)makipagaway
8.)manlait(minsan at yung totoo lang)
9.)makipagkwentuhan sa guro(mana sa amin eh)
10.)huli na to pagbigyan niyo na! masipag mag-aral daw?
nakakamis talaga ang PILYA ang grupong hindi ko malilimutan. sa kanila ko naranasan ang lahat. naging masayang masaya ako sa piling nila at marami ang akong natutunan sa kanila.pinakamamahal kong kaibigan.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
L O V E(mahal kita)
If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
-Sir James M. Barrie
i was young(about 5-8 years old) when i learn how to love
pero hindi ko rin inaasahan na it was just a PUPPY LOVE.
akala ko noon once you feel different with opposite sex
that is love but my sister prove me that i was wrong
she told me na LARO lang yan! ano ka ba masyado mo siniserious
kaya naman inisip kung pwede na ba maging mag asawa ang
katulad kong kabataan then i realize that i was really wrong
yes! it was just for fun cause we don't really know
the true meaning of LOVE for that age.
and as time past by and my age become older dun
ko narasan na iba pla kapag nagmahal
andun ung masasaktan ka, magiging masaya na parang
walang aagaw sayo sa kanya at parang kang mamamatay
kapag hiniwalayan ka na nya.
dito ko rin narealize na hindi porque
sinabihan ng "ILOVEYOU" o MAHAL KITA means
he/she really loves you. (kaya ikaw naman naniniwala
kaagad ng walang sapat na basehan)
and PAGIBIG ay parang PANGARAP na
kaylangan mo munang mag aral para makamit ito
at the same time kaylangan mo ring harapin ang bawat
pagsubok na kaakibat nito!(exam baga?)hindi
ka rin sure sa maaaring kalabasan nito. at ano
ba ang magiging resulta kapag pumasok ka sa
relasyon na ito.isa lang naman talaga ang dapat na gawin
mo/ko/natin kung gusto talaga natin magmahal
maging realidad tayo na hindi laging masaya,
maganda,mabuti ang kinakalabasan ng relasyon o pakikipagrelasyon
kaylangan lang nating maging wise at maging maunawain sa
bawat isa.
-Sir James M. Barrie
i was young(about 5-8 years old) when i learn how to love
pero hindi ko rin inaasahan na it was just a PUPPY LOVE.
akala ko noon once you feel different with opposite sex
that is love but my sister prove me that i was wrong
she told me na LARO lang yan! ano ka ba masyado mo siniserious
kaya naman inisip kung pwede na ba maging mag asawa ang
katulad kong kabataan then i realize that i was really wrong
yes! it was just for fun cause we don't really know
the true meaning of LOVE for that age.
and as time past by and my age become older dun
ko narasan na iba pla kapag nagmahal
andun ung masasaktan ka, magiging masaya na parang
walang aagaw sayo sa kanya at parang kang mamamatay
kapag hiniwalayan ka na nya.
dito ko rin narealize na hindi porque
sinabihan ng "ILOVEYOU" o MAHAL KITA means
he/she really loves you. (kaya ikaw naman naniniwala
kaagad ng walang sapat na basehan)
and PAGIBIG ay parang PANGARAP na
kaylangan mo munang mag aral para makamit ito
at the same time kaylangan mo ring harapin ang bawat
pagsubok na kaakibat nito!(exam baga?)hindi
ka rin sure sa maaaring kalabasan nito. at ano
ba ang magiging resulta kapag pumasok ka sa
relasyon na ito.isa lang naman talaga ang dapat na gawin
mo/ko/natin kung gusto talaga natin magmahal
maging realidad tayo na hindi laging masaya,
maganda,mabuti ang kinakalabasan ng relasyon o pakikipagrelasyon
kaylangan lang nating maging wise at maging maunawain sa
bawat isa.
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